end of the line?

seems like iv realized that self image is really pointless. being "Cool" is pointless. so whats left? arg. my mind has backed itself into a corner or something. I don't really know what to think anymore. It's always in the back of my head now that none of this is really going to matter in the end. I demand meaning. I think im going to run into the woods and fend for myself. at least there would be a challenge and maybe i would realize what I really hold for value in life.